thoughts

Everytime I go home
I just go straight to you
And reach out for your hand
Just a routine for a
Child’s mind.

I’ve never saw that
Everytime I arrive you
Would try to get up
From your death bed
For you to welcome me
I was just a kid
Who thinks of the future
Play.

I’m sorry I never showed
You how much I love you
I’m sorry I never seem
To care.
Now I’m old to feel what
You felt
I hope you would forgive me.

I remember the days
When we were together
You showed me things
Even now I still cherish
You taught me a lot of things
That now I am remembered
I owe you a lot for this
And I beg for you to forgive me.

You showed me how to love a person
By how you loved mama and us
There may be flaws, but from that
I will learn

There may be something you missed
But you are just a person
And I forgive you. I hope
You would forgive me too.

I write this letter for I have never
Had the chance to say it to you.
Before you went to heaven.
I’m sorry, I love you very much PA.